Zen

last week i made a new tattoo, it might be the last tattoo i have because i promise to my self, god and my mom i won't make another tattoo when the 5th tattoo inked into my skin. well, i make a mistake but i love it anyway. i can't avoid it i want a new tattoo i PROMISE this is the last, for forever. i won't gonna make it anymore.
This tattoo's meaning is The Marvelous Sky of Zen, i love sky and Zen is my chinese name means 'complete and absolute peace' yeah a beautiful sky always makes me so peace, and zen its mean are complete the meaning of this tattoo. i love it, so fucking much.

The Purpose of This Blog

Well, actually i don't really good at writings or photography but i just like both. I often writing what i want to write, maybe my writing's not too good or messy words. Actually i just write down what's the feeling inside that i can't show to other or i want to share to other. I don't make a fake story or fake words, i just write what i feel is real. My blog is more likely my digital diary, well i don't wanna call this a diary but, i don't know just posting what i like and sharing with someone else who read this. lol

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Oh I Want This So Fucking Bad

Minolta XG1, actually i don't usually using an analogue camera except lomo. but i just want this so bad, well i believe and proven that the result of the photos will be so beautiful so i shouldn't editing it again in photoshop. i like more the real effect of its camera. they're more natural and beautiful. so this month i will savings my money to buy this baby boy!

The Balance of Seeing

I knew that something may be more pronounced if we see them directly. all of which have been described or merely imagined. then we directly see with our own eyes, something will seem so trustworthy. but, we can not see and understand by just looking, I think seeing with the eyes is not complete if you have not seen with the feeling, the feeling of a very strong heart can sometimes show what looks bad is actually good, and that looks good is really bad. feel something should with balance side, so you will know what should you believe.