Help, please.

Help
Yeah I need help, everybody need help
When you broke something and you cannot fix it
Your hands are shaking , your mouth is close
Your thought like just spinning around with dope
Look at the sky which is turning yellow
Though it’s not helpful fact you’re getting mellow
Then you just stand up, and started to walk
With your eyes try to find someone to talk
Here, or somewhere there might be the place
To you to run to get a grip
I don’t know what it is, like you having your own trip
Walking on the path, and singing happy songs
By the train or your self extend along
Another hands you need to hanging with
Call someone make sure that they care it
Let you meet them and tell the story
It won’t be boring like you read book of history
In order of all, it’ll bring a smile
Not for those runners happy for through the miles
We’re relax, not tired
Cause what you need is somebody to talk to
Don’t escape, you run but it wouldn’t be something that you afraid to
Remember, in this whole world
That you think that full of sinner
There might be your helper

The Voices

Wind let the voices echoed
Slow movement of its try to through the rotation
They say “it’s an omen”
Although the workers still doing the same thing
This thing would be different if you thinking
See the light, they simply tossed
Like telly still put the same scenes to watched
Liberate what’s still there
Don’t move, stay there
Silhouette made light and wind remain united
Don’t be angry or you would be hungry
Break them, as if they were only the shadows
Or as when you woke up and see to the out side of window
People do what they wanna do
Instead of what they choose to do
Patient like you in dark room and shout out
You can be insane but no one can kick you out
Walking on your own, talking what’s on your mind
Mind the truth, don’t be liar
People hate it but they did it
Running as you are a horse in grassland
Wondering you’re in the wonderland
Don’t erase the line, ignore it
Like the old man snore in the night
You just stay on your bed, and hear the voices
Let your thought and heart decide

Mabes (markas besar)

Mabes,
When i think everything is mess up
When i get lotta things to fix up
When i need friends to accompany me
When i realized there are true friends
When they need to see me
We don’t have to say or talk to much
Like we all understanding each other too much
They come and never been gone
The problems and shits we sure will get done
Cigarettes made a smoke surrounded us
The conversation like build to last
Filled the cup for sharing this coffee for us
We don’t need money
We don’t need to look so cool
We accepted what we are Not what we’ve got
Their hands strings guitars and shouted the songs lot
Comfort is the only things describe it
Where the place belongs to our 2nd home
Here we are,
As ourself getting high or low

Fixed Up

Strengthen the table, plates and glasses like god protects people
Then they forgot how to remember do the rules
As a sinner don’t care about the consequence
Like the folks get the best influence
We are looking to find another things to blow up
Then we searching the transgressor to shut up
Hands doing things to lift up their life
Thought doing things to get the path
People doing things to make things fix up
Everything sometime should be fine
Even though the life told bout the divine
How we would to see the truth about
Don’t matter it, do the right things
What do you think is worth to fight about
Nothing matters, do something
Face it, learn it, make it to be convince
Find these devices
You will got it, got it
Everything was messed up, will be fixed up

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YOU GOT IT, HUH?

Holding Something Believing

Holding something believing
Through anything fascinating
There are always the clue, for all kind of happiness
We didn’t lock our doors instead of craziness
Cause of we running for find miracle things
Allow the wind to bring the news to us
For those memories and past passed away like dust

Let the words of a witness become the truth
Little light of the shadows knowing it’s fine
Look into the flowers like they tried to tell us the line
Boundaries cannot break us down
Well it’s your turn to stretching the mind
For awhile you in the boundaries vacillation
But fact you’re fine between vacation and action
We talk, we blow up, and we jump
Whole world waiting us to make a move
Don’t play with rules, life gives us the way to prove

My First Ink

Well, this is my first tattoo after i'm getting 19 y.o i got this. I didn't know what am thinkin of when i did this. I aint a sinner but i love art, i want get tattoo since in senior high but am too afraid lol. And then, i remembered my father, my first tattoo about him i tried to told 'i miss him' in my tattoo. So, am not sorry to did it. Beside, my mom got angry when she know it. Sorry mom, but i do this for my dad dedicated for him, and also my second tattoo.

I don't care

Always being get a life, while the cool folks getting higher
I made a common words for those I thought was cooler
Guessing how we can made clear for the situation I had
Its like I’ve been creating how to tried being so well
I forgot how being my self about,
Since I realized I’m just too far from You
I lost the heart and my strongest mind
The truth seems unlikely find a fond
For those things i’ve been through, I don’t care
I don’t care the result for the future
Its full of fakers who think their way is right
Or other just talking about a massive fight
I’m the victim of misery
I don’t know much of misshapen
I put my mind around what’s happen
I’d know the good is, look see which it bring to me
I don’t care now, I don’t care now
Think y’all good but the worse getting close instead
They don’t know, what they meant to show
Just like a clown do the kids laugh,
Inside an adult just look what it tried to make it out
So please don’t stay in thoughts

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Stealing The Decision

photo from tumblr

See how it feel so good, the happiness leads to the freedom
Like the sky brings a wind to filled my mood
Affection doesn’t mean for lust, it influence to last
Lights can be so wrong, let you see what you shouldn’t see
Depending on how the thought be selective
Kind the wasteful doer cannot feel sea’s excitements
Although trees defeat the leafs
Don’t you see something priceless leave
While we catch up, see how we being so awkward
Wishing others giving the award
We are as a couple, for double who fallin love
Stealing the decision, for the condition
The place that explode my feeling is so real
Before I realized it brings swing to heal
I won’t stop, and you should too
Cup of coffee for two, I make it for you
If it’s a thread between us, I am not afraid
Stay right on your feeling, knowing i’ll prove
Hanging by the look of our eyes, I believe
Our boundaries can relief

My Little Sab Jensen and her twin sweet17

Last night , right on 11 April 11, 2010. My beloved lil fello birthday and she’s 16 going on 17 ‘they’ exactly yeah I just nearly knew Sabrina Jensen have twin she’s Olivia Jensen. In the beginning it was lil bit awkward cause I don’t know there’s a boundary with the guests. The formal one, and my folks the urban street style one LOL. But after the wine already in our glasses and those alcohol drinks people got so talked active we sang a song, and Amer Halim, Sab’s boyfriend sang a song for her… how sweet! And Estelle Dianti oh yeah she was drunk I guess and she sang a song for Sab and Oliv too. Well, happy birthday sweet 17 to both of you Sabrina and Olivia may god give you all the best, Godspeed x

AM IS ARE, ME

the wood, the sky,
don't change
we enjoying the way
look at the mirror
what should you change to
nothing,
don't look what they have
just look into your mind
there is dust,
you don't have to clean it up
it called the personality
they come naturally indeed
what in yours,
what is you have to keep on

Everything leads us, believe it

the reason why i live for
is the one for that i've been doing now
am doing for build the future
for my family or the good
the problems come and gone
whatever is it,
i believe i can through it all
closed friend told me
"no one can brings you down"
it just a small phrase
but it brings be to huge spirit
make it huge,
whatever you are, wherever you belong to
when you being so confuse
when you lost your way, your mind
just show up,
everything will be fine
when you're feel so strong
remember tho' you lived with no talents
you might be just too curious of something
yeah, it will make you open your eyes
that all are numbers on pages
not matters at all, the world teach us
how to live...

FLYING

It brings me fly, on the green grass
with 5 dimensions i kissed
string from the guitar that my friend plays
all singing, we flying
cause of the liquid, blame it
the melodies are load up
the heart tells what in its inside
we sharing, we make it so true
i know when everything going so wrong
where's the place i can escape
i belong to any where else
the people going so slow
we are the point of world, we plan the future
the young people take it so
i know the blurry can be so clear
when it all just be so honest
please future, god, or something that the leader
help us, lead us,
the liquid doesn't help tho'
we believe you do it all
all that we deserved to.