Last february 2010

They're me, Reksa, Fani, Jelip, Saqdah and Budi. Our vacation in Bali last february, so much fun there despite on the 3rd-4th day we're almost spent our money and just had a bit (seriously) we're too wasteful. Our craziness we did everyday, any kind. I can't tell those shit which we did lol. I missed having vacation with friends, many stressful things to do. Haha i'm easily get stress, and i'm easily need refreshment like vacation or have some fun out of the town. After final exam this semester i will do it again with my friends too, we haven't decided where we're going on next vacation. But i'm wondering Lombok lol

My silence

when I walked into the crowd, my thought rolls
all laugh, smile, joking. in some point i stopped
they're look so blurry, everything going so slow
i look at them, many pretensions they show up
not at all of course, but some of them
they say am the quite one
is just because, i'm fucking tired of lie
am not run my self into purity
sometime i lie, for the right reason
when all enjoying their lies, and pretending fine
am just keep calm, and don't speak
i don't want continue my lie, and respond them
cause i don't want them to feel okay with it
get a life, this is real life
you don't have to be else, even you do
so where's the advantages? none.

Yes, am studying hard (not that hard!)

Tomorrow i have Statistic mid test, well the chapters are too much am not learn it one by one. I just learn from 'example question and its answer' well am not good in statistic and this is the 3rd times i repeat this subject. But it's not because am stupid. In semester 2 and 4 am too lazy, so i skipped many times then i get D. BLAH-so embarrassing! Well there's no word 'late' to changing my life for more better, aight? Even this is the 3rd time, i don't care am doing it. Now am working so hard to get a better mark from this subject. God, and all of you please pray for me too i don't want to be failed again. This is the new me.. the better one. x

Are you?

Well this book is use to we as the wisher ask a question to it with this allowed rules:
1. Hold the closed book in your hand, on you lap, or on your table.
2. Take 10 or 15 seconds to concentrate on your question. Questions should be phrased closed-end, e.g., "Is the job i'm applying for the right one?" or "Should i travel this weekend?"
3. While visualizing or speaking your question (one question at a time), place one hand palm down on th book's front cover and stroke the edge of the pages, back to the front.
4. When you sense the time is right, open the book and there will be your answer.
5. Repeat the process for as many questions as you have.

GOT QUESTION? THIS BOOK HAS THE ANSWERS.
By Carol Bolt

I tried it because, am curios. Is it really happen? Well, hmm i dont know is it right or such a bullshit but its fun tho. Haha, and when i got a question, sometime i do with this book and i do what should i do from the text of the answer. LOL

NEW TRACK ON MY iTunes

My newest CDs are Bishop Allen - Grrr... and Ingrid Michaelson - Everybody, fortunately i enjoying all track.
I love "Cue The Elephants" on Bishop Allen's and also "Everybody" on Ingrid's. You all need to listen to them. Nice music!

C'est Le Bart, man!

Well, actually i don't reading a lot. I read sometime when am (really) doing nothing for example my dvds are done i watch so i read a book, honestly when am going to a book store i brought it a lot like 2-4 books but i dont read it directly. So i have so many books already to read (when am available to read of course lol). And then i found this so fascinating book ever from The Simpsons Library of Wisdom (guessing is the Simpsons have a wisdom in their film? hmm, im kinda busy for laughing while watch them so i dont get where is the wisdom, especially on Ralph scenes) THE BART BOOK, ah well its all about Bartholomew Jojo Simpson, what in his mind doing all those shit things on that scenes. It all answered.

So this is the new story

It was a night, i was think about what should i do now? well, too many plans too many things i wanna do but i don't know how to start, from where. Then my random thought just made a plan, "how about to write and post something fun or something what am doing or trashy (i guess)". Well, those days i spend it with up dating Twitter and Tumblr, i need something more useful. I do love writing but i don't know what it will be, just write down on a paper like i don't know what title it should be. Yeah, i'm talking and try explaining a lot here. So, this is "Why" i made this blog with title "The Opposite of Mind", my thought sometime can be so random and i do it, ya it is so fun.